via:doctorplease:
“just think about everyone that passes me and you everyday and dont think anything more about us after they walk on.”
i cant produce a single decent photograph today.
maybe ive never been able to produce a decent photograph
have i been fooling myself all along?
if only i had a friend to photograph.
if only i had someone here who cared.
im emotional.
an emotional pile of blubber.
good morning, on saturday i will be with you and its going to be the best christmas gift ever.
somedays are harder than others
my throats closing up
my tounges numb
not responding to my commands
tears wetting my cheeks
making my eyes swell up
goose bumps
where are you
i miss you
somedays are harder than others
most hard days i hide the fact that
i cant breathe
others i fight
i push back
i hit
punch and kick
but you cant fight something
thats not flesh and bone
-madeline 12.13.09
